hais ..
laogong ..
duno y recently i feel veh uneasy lyk tat ..
mayb is bcuz u r not beside me lyk tat tym when i work ..
i juz kip feelin veh scared after tat tym we tok abt ur laogong bahx ..
and also tat dae u sae u felt tat we two lyk driftin apart as days passes by ..
i more scared lorr ..
hais ..
scared tat u'll leave me one dae ..
u can sae i jealous or sensitive abt ur laogong bahx ..
but i also duno y i will lyk tat ..
hais ..

hais ..
seriously i reali hope u r wit me now bahx ..
but cannot ..
hais ..
so tired and exhausted now ..
tired of livin in tiz world ..
exhausted of bein a bird in a cage without freedom ..
i'm lyk a balloon ..
goin to burst soon lerx bahx ..
wan to burst but dun dare to ..
hais ..
so tired ..
hais ...