2nd post : to wad u say in ur sms ..

i duno i shld put e blame towards u ..
to sae tat u r sensitive to feel tat ..
or i shld juz take it upon myself ..
which i would do tat ..
to sae tat its my fault to let u feel un-cared of ..

its not tat when i haf frenz i treat u as though nothin ..
i m tryin very very hard to balance frenz and u together ..
but to me i feel tat im more of biased towards u ..
bcuz u r my loved one ..
and for my frenz ..
i nv reali care for wad dey felt ..
and bcuz of tiz ..
i felt guilty towards dem bcuz when i nid a listenin ear when i had a tiff wit u ..
dey would listen to me ..
i also cannot when i haf u den throw dem aside ..

i duno wad makes u feel tat i dun care abt u ..
and tat my frenz r more impt ..
to wad my hearts tells me ..
my stead has always been e most impt to me ..
and tat frenz r onli second or third ..
i reali duno wad makes u tink so bahx ..
but it breaks my heart to noe tat tiz is wad u tink .
which let me feel tat u haf tiz doubt in ur heart tat whether my love for u is genuine ..


seriously i hope wad u've said in e sms abt not goin to care abt me anymore is juz wad u said when u're angry ..
if not ..
it reali is tearin my heart apart already ..
e moment i c e sms ..
my heart is broken ..
and i had nth to sae ..
bcuz i noe i cannot sae its u bein sensitive ..
as it was me hu is e one bein unsensitive ..
so i reali duno wad to sae ..
i will wan u no matter wad de ..
bcuz u r my laogong ..
my most beloved de laogong ever ..
i reali dun wan u to haf tiz kinda tinkin bahx ..
pls ..
i reali confused wad to sae lerrs bahx ..
hais ..
hope everythin will b back to normal ..
~~* i reali do hope so .........

i dun wanna leave u ..
now ..
or any other times ..
and i hope u'll allow me to do so ..
bcuz i love you ........