hmmm ..
laogong ahh laogong ..
todae ..
juz now nv tell u tiz bahhs ..
ytd i had a bad dream again ..
hais ..
duno y recently kip havin bad dreams ..
hope it doesnt mean anythin ..

~*i dreamt of u leavin me behind ..
alone ..
and i'm afraid ..
i reali was ..

~*i woke up several tymx in e middle of e nite ..
to find myself starin into blank space ..
missing you ..
missing u is such a terrible thing ..
but i noe missin u is part of lovin u ..
and its part of me .
part of my life ..

~*i wan to run out and look for u ..
but i cant ..
i tolerated till e next dae ..
wishin to find u in e mornin or afternoon ..
but u fell aslp ..
hais ..

~*juz hope tat my dreams would never ever come true ..
i am afraid ..
of losing u ..
i am also afraid ..
of u leavin me behind ..
alone ..
in tiz world ..
tiz lonely ..
yet cruel world ..
~* i am afraid *~

~*pls promise me tat u'll never ever leave me ..
alone ..
in tiz lonely and yet cruel world ..
where everybody is not as innocent as dey seemed to b ..
dey r lyk pretty flowers ..
but inside dem ..
dey r EVIL ..!!

is dere any place tat all ppl r innocent ..?
im tired of tiz world ..
where ppl r all havin evil thoughts ..
where we can never noe wad e other party is tinkin abt ..
its tiring to tink deeply into others thoughts ..

i juz wan a normal and peaceful life ..
its all i ever wanted ..
and i noe its not difficult to haf it ..
but it seems so near yet so far ....
it seems tat i can never get it ..

so i tink ..
my life has everythin planned out for me ..
e part to mit u ..
e part to fall deeply in love wit u ..
and everythin ..
but i hope life will never ever plan for u to leave me ..
NEVER EVER ..!!
i hope so ...

i juz miss u alot ..
alot till i cant count how much i miss u ..
hais ..
hope to c u soon ..


ilOveyOu*